It's been a while since i've posted.  That doesn't mean that my chastity has ended, or that it's somehow easier - neither of those is true.

This week in particular has become quite a challenge.  Since Monday morning, i've been very sensitive and switched on (at least as much as is possible in the device!).  It's taken a lot of willpower, and caused some loss of sleep due to restlessness.  It's also kept my Mistress in my thoughts pretty constantly. 

It's quite difficult to describe the restlessness that comes from chastity.  i guess it could be described as "fidgety" - like you want to move (think tapping your foot rapidly or something like that).  i know it's not a good description, but it's the best i can think of at the moment.

Anyway, each day this week, i've been "fidgety" at night, and in the mornings i'm straining against the device - quite a way to wake up.  i'm thankful that my device is made of silicone and not of hard plastic.  With the silicone, it's uncomfortable but not what i would describe as painful - whereas i imagine it could be painful in a hard plastic device.

The restlessness and straining have been increasing day by day.  As they do, the desire to be at Mistress' feet serving Her increases too.  It's a place that just feels right.

One last note, there have been dreams as well.  Most of them i don't remember, but last night i had one in which i was kept in Mistress' service (and bondage) for an entire weekend.  My clothes, keys, wallet, and phone were taken away on Friday night, and i was locked into wrist and ankle cuffs, which were attached with chains so that my steps were restricted and i couldn't spread my arms fully.  i was kept that way all weekend (in addition to being dressed in latex the whole time), and was only released very late Sunday night.  It was quite a feeling to be brought into servitude in the darkness of Friday night and not released until the darkness of Sunday night.