Two-parter

Tonight's post comes in two parts. The first part will be what's been going on over the last few days, and the second part will be an open letter to Mistress Katya.

The last week or so has been pretty interesting. i'm finally beginning to get used to the freedom that Mistress has allowed me the last few weeks...just in time for Mistress to take it away, which She has told me She is going to.

Things really started to get interesting on Friday night. After spending Christmas Eve with my family, i went to bed relatively early, at which point i promptly began to have a rather intense dream starring Mistress Katya, Her new Louboutin heels, and Her whips. It was vivid, intense, and marvelous!

The next day, i spent Christmas Day with my girlfriend's family. After which i went to bed at my regular time, and once again promptly had another dream starring Mistress Katya. This one was even more vivid, also involved Her new heels and me worshipping them.

Tonight, i was spending time with my girlfriend. She started playing with my nipples, and as wonderful as it was, i was wishing that my hands were bound behind my back, a ball gag in my mouth, and it was Mistress Katya who had me laying on my side and was playing with my most sensitive areas.

So, i suppose one could say that i have had Mistress on my mind a lot these past few days.

And now, part 2: the open letter to Mistress Katya.

My dearest Mistress Katya,

i hope that You know just how unique, special, and wonderful You are. You have come to mean a great deal to me - more than i ever would have thought possible. i love having You in my life. i love being Yours. i love everything about being Your slave and being owned by You, and i am more grateful than i can properly express for all of that.

You are something truly unique in the world. You are not the "stern, rigid, bitch" Dominatrix. You are strong, one of the strongest people i've ever known, but "stern" is not the word i would use for You. You know what You want, and You are strong and forceful, which is powerful. So powerful it is actually palpable when i am with You.

Your power and control are mesmerizing. You wield them with caring and nuance. You don't need to shout it. You don't even need to speak it. Without a word, it is obvious who is in control, who is the owner, who is to be obeyed. i never needed to be told that i was Yours, never needed to be told that You owned me. i never needed to be told to obey You, to worship You, or to adore You. All of those things are obvious and come naturally from Your innate power, beauty, and control.

i couldn't be happier than i am being Yours...and i am Yours, in every way. You command me with every glance, every whisper, and every touch. i am Yours, i obey You, and i worship You, even when W/we are apart. i will be Yours, forever if You wish.

i love having You in my life and i love that You have chosen to have me in Yours.

i know that "thank You" doesn't even begin to show how grateful i am for You, but here it is: thank You so much, for everthing You do and for everything You are.