Knowing of the phenomenon (increased longing, straining, and hypersensitivity when a scheduled meeting is postponed) does not alleviate the symptoms nor does it make them easier to endure.
It's been very difficult to concentrate today, and tonight's rehearsal should be, at the very least, an interesting (and most probably trying) experience. Especially since one particular actress in the show (we're not working with costumes yet) has a personal style that involves wearing marvelous dresses and/or skirts along with stockings and heels. i know it's not the case because she's always dressed that way but it's as if she knew my weaknesses and also my chastity situation and enjoys tormenting me almost as much as Mistress Katya does.
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