i haven't been sleeping particularly well for the last week.  i don't think it's directly related to my chastity, but the fact is it's there.

i know that i miss Mistress Katya even though it's only been a little over a week.  i know that i'm hoping to be allowed to see Her very soon.

On the plus side, my tiredness and fatigue has minimized the amount that i've been straining against my chastity.  When i say "straining", i mean physically, and that's involuntary.  i don't decide to struggle against it - my body just does, on its own.

Everything is still teaching me a great deal about myself.  This journal is aptly named - it really is a Journey.  For that, i will always be grateful.  For Mistress Katya most of all.  None of it would have happened without Her, Her wisdom, Her patience, and Her guidance.

On that note, i'm going to try to get some sleep tonight.