Holy crap! i woke up this morning throbbing, and it was made 10 times worse when i checked my phone and saw a new post on twitter from Mistress, who apparently has a new toy and intends on using it on me tonight. i don't know what it is, and i'm sure Mistress wouldn't tell me even if i begged Her.

It's already amazing and humbling, and i feel so honored whenever Mistress posts something related to me. It sends chills down my spine (in the best possible way). When She posts something like She did today, it pretty much pushes me over the edge! On these days it's a very good thing She has me in chastity...i'm not sure i'd have the willpower if i were still on the honor system. i'd do my best, of course. i never, ever want to disobey or disappoint Mistress. To see a look of disappointment in Her eyes would crush me. i'm just not sure i'd be strong enough. Naturally, Mistress has made it unnecessary, amd by being locked in i have no choice! Being in the control of someone as wonderful as Mistress Katya is, i now realize, what i've always wanted, and i feel that more each day. I want to have no choice, to be in Her power every minute of every day, even when She is not physically present. It's an intense and powerful feeling, almost overwhelming at times.

But it's also an amazing feeling, and it's beyond doubt that Mistress Katya is the one who, with Her power, caring, and every wonderful attribute, deserves, and will always have, this power and control.