An interesting evening!

Tonight was interesting all around.  It started with me planning on leaving the house at 6:15, but getting a call from work and not being able to leave until after 6:30.  Mind you, i had a rehearsal tonight that started at 7.

Then, during the drive to rehearsal, i called Mistress Katya (She had instructed me to call Her after 6pm tonight).  Every time i speak with Mistress, or see Her, or get an email from Her, or a Twitter message, i am more and more entranced by Her.  She truly is an amazing Domme, an amazing Owner, and an amazing Woman.  She is unique...i've never met anyone like Her in my life, and i am grateful to have Her in my life and that She chooses to have me in Hers.

Finally, i arrived at the theater, about 5 minutes late.  It wasn't too bad at the beginning of the rehearsal.  We were learning more music, and we were all sitting down.  Later, we moved on to blocking, so we were up and moving around.  i was constantly reminded of the chastity device's presence, and more than once the thought ran through my brain and i wondered if it was visible ("noticeable" is a better word, i suppose).  No one seemed to react in any way, so it probably wasn't, but i will admit that the thought being there is rather exciting, and as it was a reminder that i belong to Mistress Katya made it even more so.  There's no doubt in my mind that's exactly what Mistress had in mind.  She has a wonderful way of making absolutely sure that She remains in my thoughts all the time.

i think what makes me the most nervous and at the same time excites me the most is the thought that one of these days, someone is going to notice the device and ask about it.  When that day comes, i'm not sure what my reaction is going to be.  i am proud to be Mistress Katya's, and honestly i am not in any way ashamed of it.  That's the theory at least - it's easy to say that, but i hope i have the strength of character to follow through on that day when someone notices and asks.  i would never want to deny or disappoint Mistress Katya like that...i simply wouldn't be worthy to be Hers if i did.