Holy moly...if i'm going to post at all tonight it has to be right now because i'm developing a splitting headache and i'm going to turn off the lights and lay down.

However, i must say this: the desires, both in the mornings and during the day, have come back with a vengeance.  And i had the first vivid erotic dream in almost a week, which involved being in Mistress Katya's bondage for a whole day, and being left there as She went about Her business, stopping in every once in a while to play with and torment me at Her whims.  As intense as the dream was, and as vivid and realistic as it was, i'm not sure i could handle a full day in bondage in real life.

i'm seeing Mistress on Wednesday, and i'm really looking forward to it.  Each time i see Her, the anticipation and longing grows a little bit more during the time before the next session.  i wonder how long it can keep growing and growing.  i have a feeling i'm going to find out.