This may a bit off-topic, but since i am not a psychologist and therefore can't say with any authority that my mood is not due in any part to the chastity regimen, so be it.

i'm in a bit of a melancholy mood today, just reflecting on many things.  i wasn't feeling well for a few days this week (the fever came back on Wednesday and Thursday, but it's gone now), so i haven't done anything social at all this week and i think that's a major reason i'm a little blue and a little lonely.  Add in the fact that over the last few months i've had a few bad experiences with some people who called themselves my "friends", and i'm still dealing with the self-doubt over who to trust and who not to.

It's not all that serious, and the mood will probably be gone by tomorrow, but such is today.