i'm not going to beg...i'm not going to beg...i'm not going to beg...

Yes, that's me repeating my mantra...as the hours pass and my meeting with Mistress Katya comes closer (less than 7 hours to go!) i'm becoming more and more aroused - at least as far as the device will let me - and more and more distracted.  i can't wait to see Her, and can't wait to find out what She has in store for me tonight.  i find myself daydreaming of Her, and i may need to take a break from work just to clear my head and be able to get some things done this afternoon.

i don't want to beg, because it's not yet at the point where i absolutely can't take it anymore.  That is when Mistress said i should beg, and not before.  Right now, it's just hugely arousing and distracting, but i can still handle it at this level (i think!  i hope!).

More news later after seeing Mistress!