Finally fell asleep very late, and woke up early. Not a good combination. Woke up testing the structral integrity of my chastity device. i had a dream last night that featured Mistress Katya. i don't remember the details but judging from the fact that my cock - my apologies i should say Her cock since it belongs to Her - was trying to break out of its captivity, and the light sheen of sweat that covered my skin, it was an intense one. i've calmed down some since, and taken a cool shower so i'm better for the moment. Of course, now i have to get dressed for the day which means putting on panties and stockings so i wonder if i'll stay OK for long.

i ask myself all the time what people would say if they knew what was under my clothes - the device, the panties, the stockings. Would they understand? Would they be capable of understanding how all of that is wonderful, how it is all in service to Mistress Katya, which is so fulfilling to me? Or would they just think i was nuts?