This morning, i wasn't particularly straining against my device, but i did have an interesting sensation.  i woke up thinking "wow, i would really love to masturbate", but of course, i couldn't.  About 20 minutes after waking up, i was glad - very glad - that i am locked into chastity and therefore couldn't masturbate.  It's difficult to put into words, but i am coming to appreciate the control and discipline that is forced on my by my chastity.  Plus, i know Mistress Katya likes it when my body betrays me and i wind up in torment (even if it's mild torment) for a while.

i do love the constant sensation of the device, and the reminder it is of who i belong to.  As i sit here writing this, i am acutely aware of the sensations of the device, and i realize that in addition to loving being in Mistress' control, and loving the fact that i belong to Her, and even loving the torment when i wake up straining against the device, i am coming to enjoy the sensations of the device itself, and all the emotions and reminders those sensations bring.

i really did need to have control of my dick taken away from me.  i never knew it, but i needed it.

Once again, as always, thank You, Mistress Katya :)