i may have spoken too soon!  i'm definitely starting to get antsy as this week goes on.  It's not too bad yet, but i'm hoping that it doesn't keep increasing.  Mistress Katya wants to see me on Sunday, and i pray two things - first, that She doesn't make me wait beyond Sunday (She's done that before just so i'm in more torment, and although i will continue to obey anything She says, i really do hope She doesn't reschedule this time...i miss Her very much), and that the effects of the chastity don't get too bad before then.