If i make it through the day today it'll be a miracle. i'm seriously considering calling in sick to work because i'm so on edge about meeting Mistress Katya tonight that i'm pretty useless. i had an experience last night - i would normally say "dream" but it was so vivid that although my brain tells me it was a dream the rest of me still isn't sure. The only way i know for sure it wasn't real is there's no writing on me. During the dream Mistress Katya took a Sharpie and wrote "Property of Mistress Katya" on my chest. Just the thought of that is so hot that i'm going to bring a Sharpie tonight!

i was doing OK in chastity this time until yesterday. With all the physical contact due to the end of my show (see previous post) and then this dream, i came as close as i've ever come to bursting the chastity device. Of course it didn't burst, it held tight - and i mean TIGHT! Right now every nerve ending is on fire and it's taking every bit of willpower and concentration i have to be lucid and coherent writing this.

i don't know what torments and tortures Mistress Katya has in store for me tonight but i'll be a quivering mass of jelly all day today just thinking about it.

But i'm HER quivering mass of jelly :)