First things first: i will be changing to baggier swimsuits (see previous post). i couldn't get into the pool fast enough at the gym. Just walking from the locker room to the pool, i felt like everyone could see my chastity device and everyone knew what it was. i'm sure that wasn't actually true, but that's what it felt like!

Next: the lack of ability to have an orgasm is really driving me nuts the last two days!

Last: i miss my Mistress very much. Even though we communicate via email and phone, i miss being in Her presence. i miss Her torments and i miss Her smile while tormenting me. i miss the soft whisper of Her voice in my ear and the touch of Her hand on my skin. i miss being at Her feet and knowing it is my proper place.

i'm going to try to get some sleep now. i doubt i'll be successful.