i've already been struggling with desire for 4 hours this morning. It's more intense than ever before. My nipples and my skin are so sensitive to any touch and it's driving me insane. Mistress Katya has agreed to see me tomorrow night, and i am incredibly grateful for that, but today is the first time i've ever wondered if i'll make it until then. i never knew service and chastity would be like this. Mistress even warned me it would be unbearable at times and i didn't really believe Her. i believe Her now. She was right, and i am very lucky to be owned by Her and to have Her to guide me on this journey.
Thank You Mistress for the exquisite torment. i offer my suffering as a sacrifice to You and Your superiority. i offer my devotion and my service. i offer myself, body, mind, and soul, for Your pleasure and amusement. i belong to You and no longer to myself, and being Your property turns out to be what i've always longed for.
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