my experiences

This is a journal of my experiences during my journey into the total control of my Mistress, Mistress Katya.

Thursday, August 12, 2010

In 5 minutes...

Mistress Katya emailed me this evening and postponed our meeting until tomorrow night.  i had been doing OK today, even though the anticipation was building because i was supposed to be serving Her tonight.

She decided that She wanted me to suffer for one more day, and of course, that is Her prerogative.  She also says She has something special in store for tomorrow, which makes me a little nervous, but mostly with anticipation.  i trust Mistress completely, so i'm not nervous in the sense that i'm worried.

Just as i was replying to Her email, my phone rang, and it was Mistress Katya.  It was incredible to hear Her voice (She has completely captivated me in every sense!), and i could hear the enjoyment in Her voice while She was explaining that She wanted me to suffer more for Her.  i would give anything, endure anything, to hear the pleasure in Her voice like that!

Her email and phone call have already had part of their intended effect.  Although i was doing OK dealing with my chastity today, as soon as i read that email and heard Mistress' voice, my anticipation shot up tenfold, and physically i'm already experiencing more sensitivity all over.  The next 24 hours are going to be torturous.

This was only further proof that Mistress Katya is the one who was destined to own me and be my Mistress.  She is the embodiment of everything i could ever have asked for in a Mistress, and She even surprises me with twists that make me fall even deeper under Her spell.  Not that i needed any further proof.

i just honestly hope that She wants me as Her slave for the long term...because each and every day i am more entranced by Her, more in Her power, and more dependent on Her control.

Thank You, Mistress, for the wonderful journey You are taking me on!

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