Mistress said there'd be days like this

Mistress Katya said there would be days (nights, really) like this, where it would be intense and i wouldn't be able to sleep. Well, tonight is the first night that i'm finding it impossible to fall asleep. i'm terribly aroused (my nerve endings are on fire) and it's hard to belive the chastity device can take this much pressure for this long (it's been two hours pretty straight) but it's not giving, and i lay here straining. Mistress haa been constantly on my mind tonight, and i even had a thought tonight that i never expected to have. Tonight i'm actually craving the kiss of Mistress' single-tails and the welt-inducing stroke of Her cane. i never thought i'd want it, but here i am craving it. i think Mistress would be very much enjoying my suffering and insomnia if She could see it. As difficult as my chastity and my training is, i need it, and Mistress Katya instinctively knows what is best for me. It's like She's a mind reader, counselor, and guru all wrapped up together in one ravishing package. i can't even properly express how grateful i am that She came into my life.