i was woken up this morning in a very interesting way.  i was awakened by Mistress' cock (i must call it that, because although it is attached to my body, Mistress controls and owns it outright) THROBBING in its prison.  It wanted to be hard, and it wanted to be hard NOW.  Of course, my chastity device won't allow that, so it just had to settle for throbbing.  An hour later, the throbbing is still on and off.  Sometimes it feels like i'm going to explode.  Sometimes it feels like i'm on the edge for minutes at a time.  Sometimes it feels like i'd hump the nearest pillow like a dog.

Mistress Katya has instructed me to call Her today to check in.  i may be at the breaking point.  i think i would be OK if i were on my own, but i have a nagging suspicion that hearing Mistress' voice will push me over the edge into begging.  She occupies my mind all the time.