Wow...that's what i have to say. It took a full day to come down from the high of Friday's session with Mistress Katya. Plus, even this morning (the 3rd day, it's Monday), there were still 5 single-tail marks that were still visible on my back. It sent chills down my spine to see them.
i've also spent my first few days in my new, smaller-sized chastity device. Oddly enough, it's actually more comfortable than the old, larger one. Go figure! Mistress Katya was right though - She said that i would start being affected sooner this time - and i am. i think that my subconscious mind must have thought after Friday that it was done with being locked up, and it's rebelling a little bit about being back in the device. i am already feeling a pretty constant low-level stimulation (it's very low-level at this point, i can live normally but it's a reminder), and a very intense dream last night about having a very hot-and-heavy affair with a friend of mine (the friend is married, not me). i never knew i wanted to kiss my friend Kellie that badly! i wonder what she'd think if she knew i was having dreams about her, and also what she'd think if she knew i was locked in chastity...
Anyway, i made it through the weekend, which was interesting, to say the least. Sunday was my niece's baptism, and it definitely felt weird being in church locked in chastity. At least the device wasn't really noticeable in the slacks i was wearing.
A last thought...at least once a day, i think how fortunate i am, and how grateful i am, to have found such a wonderful Mistress who is leading me on what is quickly becoming a journey of self-discovery, discipline, and (for lack of a better way to put it) psychological healing. i only hope that i can repay Her.
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