i got a good night's sleep last night, including a vivid dream that i was bound and tortured by Mistress Katya, and kept on Her collar and leash at Her beck and call for a full day.  However, today is bad.  i woke up with as close to an erection as the chastity device will allow, and have been supercharged ever since.  i just had a wave of it come over me, and Mistress said that when that happens i should write about it here.

i am also losing some track of time.  i had to go back and check this journal just now to see how long it's been since i last saw Mistress and was granted a release, and couldn't believe it when i saw that it's not even a week and a half!  It feels like so much longer.  i had no idea when i started this that it could be so intense.  Would i make the same choice now as i did then?  Knowing what i know now, would i still choose to give Mistress Katya supreme control over me? 

In a heartbeat.  In LESS than a heartbeat.

Mistress is guiding me on this journey, and it's already become one of the most incredible and meaningful experiences in my life.  Thank You, Mistress Katya.  The words "thank You" can't even properly express my gratitude.