The long weekend

i fall deeper and deeper into Mistress Katya's control as each hour passes. Friday's session (see previous post) cemented Her control and ownership of me. Each moment since then, awake or asleep, has been filled with thoughts of Her and longings for Her. i could spend a lifetime gazing into Her eyes, getting lost in the hypnotic beauty and power of Her gaze and Her voice. i would give up anything and everything for Her, to please Her, to be of use to Her. To kiss Her perfect feet, to see the joy in Her eyes as She tortures me, to hear the pleasure in Her voice as She gives me Her cane.

i wonder if She really means it when She says She may never allow me to cum again. It may sound unbelievable, and two months ago i would never have believed myself if i said it, but if Mistress denied me forever, i would thank Her for it. If She wanted me to walk around with "Property of Mistress Katya" written on my forehead, i would thank Her for it. Anything She wishes of me, i will thank Her for.

i am, without the smallest shred of doubt or hesitation in my mind, Her slave and Her property. i miss Her every moment i cannot be with Her. The thing i want most in life now is to see and hear the pleasure in Her eyes and voice when i serve Her well. My heart melts when i can give Her that gift.