OK, so i spent the whole day with over sensitized nipples (see previous post), and now i'm wondering how hard it's going to be to get to sleep tonight. My legs are already feeling restless (that's the first symptom i get when it's bedtime and i haven't, or in my current case, can't, masturbate). i have a feeling i'm going to be tossing and turning a bit tonight.
Now, i don't want to give the slightest impression that this isn't what i want. i was very sure when Mistress locked me in that it was what i wanted, and i'm even more sure now. The certainty that i truly belong to Mistress and She controls me is intoxicating, and i am honored as well.
Tomorrow should be interesting. i'm planning on going to the gym. One of the main reasons i joined the gym i did is because of its Olympic size pool for swimming laps. My swimsuits are rather tight...they're not Speedos, but they kind of look like spandex bike shorts, and i'm wondering how noticeable the chastity device will be under the swimsuit. Mind you, i also cycle a lot and i do use bike shorts, and the device has added a small but noticeable (at least it's noticeable to me) bulge in the bike shorts. i feel like everyone's looking and wondering what it is. It makes me really self-conscious but it's also another palpable reminder of the choice i have made and i do like that.
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