i was at least partially right in my earlier post.  Hearing Mistress Katya's voice did make me want to be at Her feet 10x more than i did this morning.  i would have kept the phone call going for hours just to hear Her voice :(

So far, i have been able to resist calling Mistress back and begging, but i don't know how much longer i will last.  i've been on the edge for the whole day, and it doesn't seem to be going away.  Picture feeling the beginnings of an orgasm, that moment when you first realize it's coming, but you know the cumming is still 20 or 30 seconds away - now take that moment, and elongate it out to hours on end.  That's what i've been feeling all day.  i've been steadily at that level of stimulation and anticipation - all day long.  It's almost unbearable.

On the other hand, i could hear the enjoyment and pleasure in Mistress Katya's voice as we spoke.  Her voice is hypnotic and entrancing to begin with, but to hear Her enjoying my torment makes me want to give Her even more of that as a gift to Her.

i'm torn.  But if the day and the sensations keep going the way they are, the decision may be made for me.  i just hope that if i do break down and beg, Mistress will not be disappointed in me.