Today is the most difficult day yet. Everything is ultra-sensitive. Even just moving any part of my body a little bit causes sensations. i've been trying various ways of distracting my mind - TV on in the background, concentrating on my work, weight training. But nothing has worked.
If it keeps accelerating like this every day, i'll be begging Mistress Katya before the end of the week. Each day i think it's the worst it can get, and the next day it's worse. i don't want to beg Her prematurely, but i'm beginning to be driven to distraction, which i think is what Mistress wants.
Rest assured, if things keep going the way they are, i'll be begging by Friday. Or before.
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